Stevie Ray Garza

Well Ray its almost HALLOWEEN.....your favorite time of year. I remember when you use to come home from school and tell me that you were going to take your brothers trick or treating with your friends. Then your friends would get there and you would get the boys and tell them to go without you because you were going to stay with me and pass out candy. you would get all dressed up to where no one knew it was you and you would sit in the chair and wait for the kids. when they got there you would scare the crap out of them.  HALLOWEEN is the hardest pear of the year for me to go thru.... wonder all the time if you would still be dressing up and scarring the little kids. Your little brother is about to be a dad, can you believe that?  Beno a daddy? Wish you were here to see the new addition to our famly. But I know that you see us from above. we  LOVE & MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH..... TAKE CARE MY SON AND SAVE A SEAT NEXT TO YOU FOR WHEN  I GO VISIT YOU......LOTS OF LOVE....HUGS.....& KISSES.....MOM

Hey mijo, its mom just sitting here @ work remembering all the things you use to do & say to me. sometimes I can almost here your voice. July 31st was your 4 year mark that you left us. Everyone came out to your grave to be with you. Every year since you left us we all try to meet at your gravesite. Every Year I give something out to those who come. This year we did t-shirts. I had everyone bring me a redshirt & I had George airbrush them for me....They came out really nice. Even GRANDMA had one, can you believe that.? I had everyone put on their shirt the words they remember most from you. 

It turned out really well that day. Just want you to know that we love & miss you every single day. Please watch over your brothers & lil Edward. The newest addition to the family. No mijo he isn't a replacement for you, but a little boy who needed a home & to be loved....Here is a picture of everyone wearing their t-shirts on JULY 31st 2011...4 yrs later....MOM

Hey mijo remember when you and Angel took this picture at the car show... You guys were really having fun...

Hey mijo,

Just want you to know that not a day goes by that I don't think of you. Alot has happened this past year. You told your sister she was gonna have another baby boy before your next birthday, but you didn't say anything about the other three that came along after Daniel Ray. Marty & Jenny had baby "Marayah" Puma & Cuzin Jenny had baby "Deziray" and your best friend Isaac and your cousin Chica had baby "Isaac Ray" So see Stevie they all carry a part of you in there. At your memorial service there were alot of people. Everyone who cared was there, we will never forget my son. Your nephew "Andrew" is getting so big and is one of the smartest kids in pre-k. He's a tough lil boy just like his uncle Stevie. Well your sister is pregnant again, and Angel well she still don't want any babies. Mijo please watch over Angel the most cause she really misses you and I think she still feels like it was her fault what happened to you., She loves Mijo we all do. Now as for your brothers Michael And Alvino, well mike lives in Austin with Missy cause he was getting into alot of trouble here, but now he's doing the same out there. I don't know know what to do with him. I don't want him to think we don't care, but he carries alot of anger. Now Alvino, he's just into his games and girls... He's still very popular in school and very smart. As for me mijo, I try to live day by day. It's hard Stevie cause I see your pictures in the house and I start to cry. I might be moving away to McAllen for my job. They offered me a good position, though I'm not sure if I should take it or not. Mijo stay smiling and keep your family safe,watch down on all of us and know that you're in our hearts forever... I love you "STEVIE RAY"......................................MOM

HEY STEVIE JUST WANNA SAY
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WISH DAT U WERE HERE RIGHT OW.. HPEFULLY THE BOYS FINISH TH ESONG DEDICATED TO YOU MIJO ITS JUST SO HARD FOR THEM TO RECORD IT WID OUT CRYING.. I REALLY NEED U RIGHT NOW TO HELP ME STAY STRONG.. MIJO II JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.. I NEED TO JUST HUG U ONE MORE TIME OR KISS U ONE MORE TIME I MISS YOU...I COULD REALLY  GO FOR A HUG FRM YOU.. SEND ME SOME GUIDENCE FRM UP THERE....HOPE TO SEE U SOON...

hey STEVIE..
Well jus wanted to say i love you & miss you..
spring break is rite around the corner.. me an beans r goin to visit mike..
i hope ur watchin over me..
alot of things have been going on with me an isaac i kno u can see..
i jus wanted to tell u sorry for going out with ur best friend.. i kno yall r like brothers..i didnt mean to bre4ak up the relationship yall had..but i kno now u rather see me with him instead of some ass hole...
anyways.. everything has been different since u been gone...
isaac has been somethin different.. like no words can explain..oh yea an lo dissed marty again stupid lozer does not kno how to rap..lol i kno u would be laughin ur butt of if u were to hear it..
well ill write u in a lil bit..k love you..

Hey Stevie...its been awhile my nigga...i wanna let you know that all of us miss you...we know now you are in a better place...(best believe there is a heaven for a g)...you was a down little partna...i remember your crazy ass would always be tryin to chest box me...you had heart my nigga...and i also remember how you would always tell me,"dont worry,you will see your son,she will regret everything she does  to you".That meant alot to me my nigga...watch over us...and REST IN PEACE...

Hey RAY... well its hard for me to even write u on here without crying... i just miss u so much i wish u can be here to see my baby being born an grow up like i saw u grow bigger then me..i remember taking this picture of u on martys 20th birthday.. well i took most of these pics of yall.. i just wish i had one of us too.. but i wAs always taking them of yall.. I WISH I COULD HERE U LAUGHT ONCE MORE OR EVEN FELL UR KISSES U WOULD GIVE ME .. boy i would give my life for those kisses and hugs.. well gotta go cuz my fat ass is hungry..haha..LOVE U ALOT RAY AND MISS YOU SO MUCH...MUAH... WATCH OVER US MIJO....

This is what your cousin Marty wrote for you the day of your funeral. He  wrote it like 15 minutes before we  left  to the funeral home.  Marty was right, you thought no one cared, but we all cared mijo. I just wish you  would have realized that.  Everyone  who loved you cared.

Love and miss you,
your aunt Margaret

I remember this day like it was yesterday....how you so easily pushed Puma into the pool but he could never push you in....this was a great day.
I wish we could have had many more days like this.
Love your Aunt Margaret

Hey lil nigga, hows life as u see it up there.. damn mijo i miss u so fuckin much, there aint a day dat goes by i dont think of u. but look i remember diz day.. it was nicoles bday, when we threw her dat small dinner durin school at jvilles crib n all yall niggas got me in da face w her cake bck i had goten sin's face.. haha.. damn did yall attack me 4 times.. but diz pic everyone says we look lik family on it and u said oh no u didnt post it on ur notebook.. and i said yep. look at ur lil dimples.. i always loved em. well luv u lil nigga. and ima pray for u ok. i miss u and u are always here w us..

HA REMEMBER THIS NITE IT WAS FUNNY WE ALL CHILLED AT UR CRIB AFTER THAT WACK ASS PARTY.....THE ONLY REASON THAT PARTY WAS TITE WAS CUZ U ALWAYS HAD SHIT POPPIN....LOVE U AND MISS U

well im bak again wit more tears fallin.. jus wanted to show u these other pictures i have of us..well i gotta go now cause justin is gettin mad cause he dont like seeing me cry...well i love you stevie ~always an 4ever~ cheeks..

HEY STEVIE THIS WAS ME AN U WEN WE WERE LITTLE..